I was writing on this blog post
Mercury in Virgo’s semi-square to Mars in Cancer, who forms a quincunx to retrograde Neptune in Aquarius, emphasizes the need for a careful approach, based on awareness of our habitual reactions, in order to improve our connections and gather support for our plans and initiatives. As both, Juno and Saturn in Libra, cast a sesqui-quadrate to retrograde Chiron in Pisces and the Sun in Virgo another one to retrograde Jupiter in Taurus, it is critical to restore the harmony in a relationship situation where we have to come to terms with our interdependence, while consciously and effectively working on our common goals and growth so that healing may ensue, which requires moreover to get a better grasp on how we express and conduct ourselves. With Venus in Libra in opposition to retrograde Uranus in Aries, we may want to start all over and reconcile our differences. After Vesta, who has been traveling in retrograde motion since June 22, stations direct at 06:08 Aquarius at 5:56 pm EDT, we may feel newly inspired in this regard and devote us toward progress, while focusing on the choices we have.
Tarot card of the day is the “Ace of Cups”, which is presenting an opportunity for fulfillment. It can indicate the start of a new relationship and has a generous, compassionate component. Positive emotion and energy will be created between two people as love is the essence of the situation. We can make peace with friends or with ourselves. This card is also associated with conception and allows for creative expression.
as I realized that I wasn’t connected to the Internet anymore. Assuming that this was just a temporary issue, I shut down my computer and thought I might publish this later on when I’d be back from work. However, there was still no connection available at that time in the evening and since my mind was preoccupied with the unresolved home situation (Mercury in Virgo semi-square Mars in Cancer), I couldn’t figure out what caused this problem (Mars in Cancer quincunx Neptune Rx in Aquarius/Sun in Virgo sesqui Jupiter Rx in Taurus).Besides, I felt emotionally unstable as inner and outer harmony had been destroyed and the ‘wound’ was just all too present, lingering on in the atmosphere like a toxic spill and bugging me, bringing out the worst in me as a way of ‘keeping score’ to hurt the son of a b…. back in the meanest possible spirit I could imagine (Juno-Saturn conjunction in Libra sesqui Chiron Rx in Pisces). Anxiety had grown into anger, which let the lower instincts getting hold on me and consequently, I was staring into the abyss within. Lucia and Mike had left early in the morning with J, who took them all the way to Brampton, where she had found a car that appealed to her. She had also talked to Mike when he was sober again and had now taken it upon her to bring this situation to a satisfactory conclusion. With all her Capricorn energies supported by a Mars-Pluto-SN conjunction in Scorpio, acting as a power combo, she is already tackling the job issue. I’m so proud of her and of everything she has accomplished and is mastering every day. We’ve been having a few long and deep conversations since the ‘incident’. Eventually, she’ll get out of that bad relationship she’s outgrown for a longer time already. I’ll be asking all of my friends to pray for that.
As the Internet problem persisted the next morning too, I finally looked into it, while applying my focus to it and realized that I had accidentally had switched off the wireless connection. Because I don’t have a desk, the laptop is always sitting on my lap when I’m working with it. So, this can happen without me noticing it. The Juno-Saturn conjunction had perfected (signifying the beginning of a new cycle of balancing our relationship principle within the rules of engagement) and received a semi-sextile from Mercury in Virgo, while Venus in Libra squared Pluto in Capricorn. That morning, Mike and I started talking to each other again. Although the ‘bad blood’ between us hadn’t been ‘cleaned up’, we were nice and respectful, picking up where we left off before the strife, which helped me to overcome the hate and feelings of vengeance. With the Sun out and me having off, Sunday turned into a beautiful day. Lucia and I went grocery shopping and then down to the square to see what the situation is there. Of course, it’s not the same anymore. Ravaged by the tornado, the place has lost its charm, which makes it easier for me to move away from here, which is what I think will be happening should I be lucky enough to resolve the financial issues. Meanwhile, Mike had 2 pieces of roast slowly cooking in the newly purchased crock pot, which we then took over to the Thom’s, where we all gathered for a lavish meal. Since my diet doesn’t allow me to have some of the ‘goodies’, I had a few shots of wodka with water instead, which made it impossible for me to work on the computer upon our return home. I went to bed with the thriller I’ve been reading instead. Mars made ingress to Leo at 9:50 pm EDT, where he will be traversing until November 11, which corresponds to a phase when our activities and intentions center on ourselves, our creativity and Self-realization. Tarot card of the day was the “Ace of Pentacles”, which represents the dawning of a new period of realization and prosperity. There may be new beginnings, which could cover all aspects of our life. We may be entering a particularly productive phase. There is security and contentment, an air of solidity and permanence.
Today, September 19, Mercury in Virgo squared the nodal axis and Venus in Libra trined Vesta in Aquarius. Lucia’s meeting with her boss had to be postponed, because he was too busy with customers and my blogging had to wait until tonight, because I was too busy with other things. My friend Sharon came over during her lunch break and we uplifted each other, knowing that all it’ll take is a leap of faith to make it through these testing times. No more worrying and doubting; things will turn around again and work out in our favor – we just need to believe in it and consciously work on our progress. Tarot card of the day is “The Fool”, symbolizing the start of a new journey. We have to be prepared to take some risks to make big gains. This card represents spontaneous action, unlimited potential and readiness for change. It’s time to seize the day.